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18:27 – Missing my angel & feeling miserable

I found this beautiful song on youtube. I’m missing my little boy terribly at the moment. Don’t get me wrong, I think about him every single day and every day it hurts, but sometimes, well sometimes...

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00:01 – A pharmacy error (and still struggling)

I think it would be fair to say that I’m struggling a lot at the moment. On the outside I’m trying my hardest to appear ‘OK’… maybe even better than OK… I started back my part time home based...

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23:33 – Telling lies to A&E doctor :(

In the past week I haven’t posted because I’ve been feeling so low and if I had written anything it would have made for some pretty depressing reading. Not that this post won’t be but it feels like...

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16:54 – In a pretty crappy place right now

So yeah, I spent the weekend getting drunk by myself. Sitting here pouring glass after glass of wine and drinking it at a ridiculous speed. I don’t know what I hoped to achieve by doing that, I guess I...

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01:15 – A temporary safety plan

Today I have tried my hardest to start being honest with people. Best friend text me out of the blue last night asking how I was. I contemplated sending the “fine thanks” reply but decided that no, I...

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15:12 – Bad weekend, A&E, self harming and more

**Please note this post is (a) very long and (b) contains talk of self harm so could be triggering**   Since I last posted things have been shit. Beyond shit in fact. The constant urges, needs,...

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22:27 – What I wish I could say to my friends & family

This is one of the posts I started writing a few days ago when I was having a bit of an emotional moment thinking about my little boy, missing him so badly, my heart just feeling completely broken. I...

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19:34 – Here comes a RANT

As the title says – here comes a rant… So as most of you already know I don’t get on very well with CPN#2 but I have tried to attend some of my appointments with her mainly because I thought if I...

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00:01 – Hoping and praying I’m doing the right thing

So… since I last posted I have made the rather huge decision to accept the offer of the housing transfer. I went with my Mum to view it for a second time on Friday afternoon and then had an hour to...

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17:35 – Slipping, sliding, swinging moods

I am stressed. Extremely stressed. And my anxiety is sky high. I am taking more Diazepam each day than the amount I am prescribed meaning that I would have run out about a week early if I didn’t have...

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